and my doctor called me into his office, and gave me the devastating news, I was diagnosed with breast cancer. I remember just standing there in shock and in my mind I kept saying ‘oh my GOD oh my GOD oh my GOD’, My doctor held me in his arms for a bit to try to give me comfort then I walked away still in shock by the time I got to the back of the office I totally lost it I couldn’t hold it back, the news, the word itself, the 1 million thoughts going through your head at that moment, the fear I felt like I couldn’t breathe, as my coworkers were there for me.”